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There's a secret that hasn't been told.
I've pretty much been dead for a while now.
What you see and know is a walking corpse.
Not like a zombie, because I function like a human.
I can eat and sleep and have emotions.
But, they all feel fake, unreal.

This an act of one huge long play, one where I'm the star.
But, the role isn't based on the real me.
It's some fake loser who barely gets by anymore.
Who feels dead inside.
Like the only thing alive in them is their heart and brain.

I miss the days when I was young and childish.
When I was free.
Free to do whatever I wanted, because I was blind.
Blind to what life was like. Everything went by in flashes.
Only blurs remain from my childhood.
But you know what? All I have are good memories.

The smell of spring, and the flowers, causes me to have an immense feeling of nostalgia.
It makes me feel oblivious to pain again. Puts a smile on my face, and that's when I feel 5,6,7 and 8 all over again.

I was always an outcast, but I didn't mind. That didn't matter to me.
My family always made me feel loved, still do.
But now, something feels different.
I know something is different.
It's kind of hard not to notice when you don't go to school a lot.

People like me don't go to school because they don't want to.
No, there is an emotional burden that killed us, and we don't feel,
like we can take it anymore.
We want a break. We crave a break. We need a break.
Don't pity people like me, it doesn't help.
Just help us build ourselves back up again.
That's what we need along with a break from our turmoil.
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Potterhead73180 Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Are you reading my mind? I keep on telling you that you're psychic. I think you should seek a profession in psychic readings, Kyle.
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itszelda4eva Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Lol okay :)
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