What Bad Change Feels Like, When A Liar Breaks You

Oh yeah, I'm definitely different now
Different, from the person you knew,
You changed me, scarred me, made me miserable,
How dare you accuse me of being stupid or horrible,
When you don't even try to understand,
Understand the things going through my head,
Understand my emotions, my stress and my depression
You know what, you told me to leave you alone,
That we don't need to talk everyday,
Fine, we won't,
It's not like you care anyway,
I don't want you to,
See the thing is,
You were a dark thunderstorm,
Blocking the light in my life,
Making me feel like a loser in the dumps,
I felt more worthless than ever,
My point is, I don't need you
I DON'T WANT YOU,
I hope you're happy, because I am now,
I'm free, free from the terrible pain you caused me for these years,
I thought you were the one person I connected with,
But no, you changed also, you turned into a monstrosity,
A creature of darkness,
Who strangled me with your vicious tendrils of death,
You don't understand anymore,
YOU NEVER WILL,
You've changed and anything I try to remember is gone,
I hope you don't talk to me again,
Because I won't pretend it didn't happen,
Not again,
Not like the last time, or the time before that,
Because IT DID HAPPEN,
It will be in my brain forever, engraved right into the side of it,
The pain you caused me, was unbearable,
Sure, I healed and there's a scar,
But the scar is enormous, and so noticeable,
I was already insecure enough without you,
But you ruined me,
You made me who I am,
You shaped what I've become,
Although, starting today,
I'm changing that